One Foot In, One Foot Out? A Call to a Courageous Lent: A Homily by Deacon Alan Doty

Entering the Desert: The Cross at the Center of Our Pilgrimage

As we begin this holy season of Lent, the Church summons you toward deeper conversion—deliberately and courageously. She invites you to step back from the noise of daily life and look honestly at your heart. Through prayer, fasting, and almsgiving, these forty days offer you a sacred opportunity—not merely to improve yourself, but to be converted.

Lent prepares you not only to celebrate the Resurrection of Christ, but to participate in it.

We Are Pilgrims, and the Cross Is Our Destination

You are a pilgrim. Your life moves through many terrains—some gentle and familiar, others steep and uncertain. But for the Christian, this journey is not aimless. It has a destination. The path before you leads to the Cross.

Every joy and every sorrow, every consolation and every trial, draws you forward toward Calvary. It is at the Cross that love is revealed, self is surrendered, and life is given back to the Father. You do not wander through this world. You walk with purpose.

The Cross stands at the center of your pilgrimage—not as a sign of defeat, but as the narrow gate through which resurrection is found.

The Desert: A Place of Truth

In every pilgrimage there are seasons of comfort, where faith feels easy and God seems near. And there are seasons of tension, confusion, and loss—places where certainty fades and you must walk by faith alone.

At the beginning of Lent, the Church does not lead you into comfort. She leads you into the desert, following in the steps of Jesus.

The desert is a place of truth. Distractions fall away. The comforts you rely on are stripped down. You are left alone with yourself—and with God.

In that silence, you begin to see clearly. You see your attachments. You see your fears. You see the quiet motivations that shape your choices. The Church summons you into the desert not to burden you with guilt, but to free you through purification. The desert reveals what must be surrendered so that something greater may be received.

And so, our Lord Himself entered the desert. He did not avoid it. He was led there by the Spirit. In that barren place, He faced temptation. He experienced hunger. He embraced weakness. And there, in apparent emptiness, He demonstrated perfect trust in the Father.

This Lent, you too must enter the desert.

Not a Cosmetic Season

Lent is not a time to make small adjustments around the edges of your spiritual life. It is not cosmetic. It is a season of surrender.

It is a season to let God lead you beneath the surface—to confront what you would rather avoid, to acknowledge your dependence, and to rediscover your need for grace. When you recognize your emptiness, then you can be filled.

Entering the desert is not easy. It can feel disorienting. It can feel lonely. It can even feel like loss.

Many of you already know this terrain. In recent years, you may have experienced deserts you never expected—deserts of grief, doubt, or isolation. You may have faced broken relationships, personal suffering, or quiet disappointments known only to you and to God.

But remember this: the desert is not a place of abandonment. It is a place of encounter.

God does His deepest work in the desert. It is there that He speaks most clearly. It is there that He loosens your grip on lesser things. It is there that He teaches you to trust Him—not because you feel strong, but because you know you are not.

One Foot In, One Foot Out?

The question before you this Lent is simple: Will you enter the desert fully, or will you resist it?

You can hesitate at the boundary, stepping with one foot in the desert and the other planted in safety, resisting full surrender, clinging to familiar patterns, and delaying the renewal God desires to accomplish in you.

But the desert is not the destination. The Cross is.

And you cannot approach the Cross halfway. To reach it, you must entrust your whole life to God—leaving behind what feels safe, so that through surrender you may discover the freedom and new life that flow from the Cross.

Step Forward

Step courageously into the desert.

Fast not only from food, but from illusions of self-sufficiency.
Pray not only with words, but with surrender.
Give not only from your abundance, but from your heart.

Do not retreat into distraction. Do not settle for a superficial Lent. Allow God to reveal what must change. Allow Him to reorder your loves. Allow Him to strengthen what is weak and heal what is wounded.

And trust this: you do not enter the desert alone. Christ has gone before you. He walks with you now.

If you remain with Him, the desert will not be your end. It will be the place of your transformation.

Enter the desert with courage. Remain there with honesty. And emerge renewed—freer, stronger, and ready to live the life God is calling you to live.

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